I am scared... frightened. My friends are fighting. I'm in the middle trying to bring them back together. One is suffering emotionally. My friend is suffering. I'm frightened because that means a lot... It shows I couldn't help, I wasn't there for them, and that I wasn't paying enough attention to what was going on in their lives. I'm scared of loosing them. Especially since this is the month we lost a friend almost a year ago. I won't be able to take another hit like that I think I will just break. I kno whow to hide my emotions well enough, but I can not
lose them.

:sorrow:

I don't know what to say today...One of my friends died. I learned that last night. His wake is tuesday and yet even with this information it doesn't seem real yet. I wish...I wish for a lot of things at the moment and know that none will come true.





I offically hate Dec.

(forgive me fuzzy)
I got tagged by Goddess-Anubis (thanks alot sis)


Dear Akumaru:

I don't really know how to tell you this, but our romance is over. I think I realized it last year outside of Chicago and I saw you pull the clothes off Bill Clinton. I'm sure you're senile enough to understand that Santa doesn't exist. I'm returning Your old lottery coupons to you, but I'll keep your neighbour Martin as a memory. You should also know that I get sick when I think of Cocaine abuse.

Go burn,

Deadly-Darkness


who i tag is:

~SnowxJay

*WhiteThornroot

Zackfair1219

~vampie777

~Aero-claw

NAME: Deadly-Darkness of the Eternal Black Rose
BIRTHDAY: between feb and march
BIRTHPLACE: New York
CURRENT LOCATION: in front of the computer
EYE COLOUR: Changes from three shades to five shades of green with a brown ring outside the iris and a gold thin ring inside the iris
HEIGHT: 5 foot 3ins
L/R HANDED: Right
THE SHOES YOU WORE TODAY: black boots


YOUR WEAKNESS: Chocolate and Sephiroth
YOUR PERFECT PIZZA: extra cheese with eggplant
SINGLE OR GROUP DATES: i never dated
GOAL TO ACHIEVE THIS YEAR: to pass school
YOUR MOST OVERUSED PHRASE ON AN INSTANT MESSENGER: whatever and ...
YOUR BEDTIME: Anytime after 12 am or two am
YOUR MOST MISSED MEMORY: Missed Memory?
PEPSI OR COKE: Coke
McDONALDS OR BURGERKING: McDonalds
LIPTON ICE TEA OR NESTEA: Lipton Iced Tea.
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA: Chocolate
CAPPUCCINO OR COFFEE: shakes I hate both

DO YOU SMOKE: no way
DO YOU SWEAR: Yes when with friends
DO YOU SING: hell no
DO YOU SHOWER DAILY: Yeah
HAVE YOU BEEN IN LOVE: never unless you count anime/video game characters


DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE: I am forced
DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: no
DO YOU BELIEVE IN YOURSELF: I not really
DO YOU GET MOTION SICKNESS: Nope
ARE YOU A HEALTH FREAK: nope
DO YOU LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: Yes

In the past month have you

1. DRUNK ALCHOHOL: no
2. SMOKED: NO
3. BEEN ON DRUGS: NO
4. GONE TO A MALL: no do not like the mall
5. EATEN A BOX OF OREOS: nope
6. EATEN SUSHI: nope
7. BEEN ON STAGE: Nope
8. BEEN DUMPED: Nope

DO YOU WORK: to lazy play video games instead

IN A BOY/GIRL:

FAVORITE EYE COLOUR: Mako green
FAVORITE HAIR COLOUR: silver or black
SHORT OR LONG HAIR: Long
WEIGHT: lean muscle
BEST CLOTHING STYLE: black almost anything black

NUMBER OF CDS I OWN: lost track
NUMBER OF PIERCINGS: just my ears
NUMBER OF TATTOOS: None. I want a few
THINGS IN MY PAST I REGRET: nothing

These are the rules..

1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

1* I do not like shopping unless i buying a video game.
2* I like to watch random tv shows at 5:30 in the morning.
3* I've been called the queen of emos.
4* ~Goddess-Anubis is my best friend.
5* I am not allowed to have a can of monster because of what happened last time sad part is I do not remember what happened.
6* I have random disney or rock songs playing in my head during test so i bop my head to the beat of the song.
7* I forget things 5 minutes after it happens.
8* I am called Sephiroth by most of my friends.